Trust Issues

So I have trust issues!  I have earned every one of them for various reasons but all valid non the less.  This one in particular is about meeting men online through social media. I want to be your friend, you sure are pretty, I have deep feelings for you (good grief we just started talking yesterday) Man it escalates so quickly. I don't seek them out, they find me thinking I am so lonely & gullible that they can suck me in to their lies. And I am defiantly not he only one this is happening to. 

I am average looking. Not beautiful but not ugly either. I am average height, overweight for what society and men says is acceptable to be beautiful. So I don't exactly get asked out or flirted with and the ones that have in the past were just looking for someone to take care of them, not a partner, Sucks but it is also fact.  That being said Good looking men, don't seek me out so when I get a request for a chat or "friend" request from a good-looking guy I am skeptical to say the least with good reason. EVERY SINGLE time I have said hi thinking they are real it ends the same way. A little bit into the convo they work on an oil rig out West, don't answer any of my questions but want to know all about me and fall in love within 3 days of very little communication on my part. Buh-Bye

Whan I was a kid in the 80's what you saw was what you got. There was no AI no photoshop that average people could access.  Now you have a group of shady people in a room somewhere using AI to create men & women for nefarious purposes. And they look so real & they can even do a voice as well. Sad! 

I was recently talking to a guy that messaged me on Pinterest of all places. We talked for a few days he was supposedly from Scotland. A singer. I got suspicious when he didn't know the lingo there and he didn't answer most of my questions other than what I could look up on the internet myself. I told him I just wanted to chat & wasn't interested in anything more but He told me he had "deep Feelings" for me 3 days in. Good grief another one gone.

It's not just the internet either in real person contact, the same. Men tell me yep I like to do" such & such but when they finally have me it all stops they have better things to do than whatever such & such was with me. Trust issues1

You can't trust anything you see or read online anymore. I know that when the time is right God has the right person for me & it will be in his timing. I trust that but I sure hope that he lets me know unequivocally that this is the one because I have trust issues on my trust issues. 

Well i'm gonna get off here & put on a Mel Brooks movie & forget all about the internet & men for a while. I Hope that you all have a happy day & ladies go with your gut. Trust it!

Mick